Everything happens for a reason

Loosing my job, catching up with old friends, letting go of people... all of these happen for a reason. I know now that these things needed to happen. As a little push or shove to lead me into the right direction. I feel content about where my life may be heading. In some ways I may also say that I am excited a little bit about what may be to come.

There are so many things have happened last year that I thought happened for one reason or another, and now I realize that all actions are just that actions, they are not tied to any one thing or one person. These events do not take place just to fill a void of time in your life. Everything happens for a specific reason. Reasons that we may not be aware of at the time. If we allow our lives to unfold as they are meant to then all will make sense in the end. Allow things to happen, not trying to change your own fate. I have messed with fate enough... I am done. I am allowing my life to be just that.. my life I will walk through and just allow things to happen. I dunna I may just be tired of fighting trying to figure out what is right in life. I think that too many of us try to push our lives into one direction or another and we most of the time fail miserably at this. Yet if we allow our lives to be lead in the manner that they were meant we may be more successful in life?

I am rambling... I know this.. sleep schedule is all messed up.. I am back to an overnight shift.. why I dunna.. just really sucks.