Life and its funny twists and turns

It always seems that when you think life is all messed up things go back to a "normal". You have to handle all of the ups and downs to have a decent life. I have noticed that if you chose to just put things aside or in the back of your mind they make life worse. You would think that after I constantly say that to people I would have gotten it through my head.

I talked to someone tonight about everything going on and I feel as if I can think somewhat clearly again. That maybe my mind is free of all of the negative thoughts that I was having. Just with losing my job after all that I was told really affected me. I felt like I was worthless. I felt like I had lost all of my game.. I dunna. Went from such a high to such a low.

Ahh... pilates is killing me... I need to shower...