Apr. 14th, 2005

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Grandpa,
There are still days that I cry because you aren't here anymore. Never in a million thoughts would I have thought you could miss someone as much as I miss you. You were the rock of our family and the clown all at the same time. You grumpy happiness was something we all loved and looked forward to experiencing. So much has changed since April 14th, 1994. The world isn't the same place anymore. Life has changed for all of us here.
If I had one wish it would be to spend just a few extra hours with you. To be able to say goodbye to you. To have you hold me in your arms once again. You were not only a grandfather to me, you were like a second father. No matter what the need was you were there for me, for all of us. You made our problems go away.
Fond memories of you go back to when I was very young. Being with you and grandma are some of my earliest memories. Memories that I hold very dear in my heart.
I want to thank you grandpa for passing to me the awesome ability to love unconditionaly, the ability to forgive and forget, to open my arms and accept life no matter what happens, to take time to enjoy simple things in life.
You were a wonderfully, loving, caring and affection man who added joy to everyone's lives that you touched. Grandma misses you like crazy, more than you could imagine. She hasn't been the same since you left us.
I can't wait to meet with you again grandpa, I know I will see you there.

Everytime I hear this song, I think of you,

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There’s always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There’s vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don’t make no difference
Escaping one last time
It’s easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here



Grandpa, I love you will all that I am and all that I might. I miss you everyday and wish you could be here to share this life with me.

Always and Forever....

Rest In Peace
Stanely Wayne Souders
April 14th, 1994

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