Feelings

Drowning in emotions,
Fear staring into my eyes,
Heart goes numb,
I can’t do this again,
To many broken hearts,
Scars every time,
Twisting and turning,
Love so unkind,
It’s different somehow,
Unlike times before,
Pure and sweet,
Laughter fills my soul,
Could this be?
Love so kind?
Nurturing my wants,
Loving in return?